Barring the Pain of Loneliness for Christmas: Dialogue Series
For Christmas,
I am not alone, but there are a lot of reasons why there are people who want to become lonely for Christmas, and I'm not judging you, but I feel that Christmas is a holiday no introverts want to spend because It's too much friend gatherings, family reunions and things like that. I know how they feel because I almost felt like this as well, If I was invited to a party, would you think I go crazy and nuts? Not with alcohol around for me. I don't really like parties. The first thing I do is find a room, go to sleep and when everyone's asleep, then I go and ride my bike in peace. That's my 'lot of people at a party' lifestyle but I only go to small gatherings. When I party, I either do it alone or don't do it at all. The reason why if you see me at a party I go nuts, but afterwards when parties change, I'm not interested at all. Back to the topic, what happens is that when parties change (specifically Christmastime) I turn from an Extrovert to an introvert and to me, I'm very mediocre. Am I supposed to feel like this? Am I feeling to hyperactive or being too crazy for no apparent reason? I ask too many questions. There it is. Something I never said and to put it out there, I feel very lonely but prefer to be like that.
I am not alone, but there are a lot of reasons why there are people who want to become lonely for Christmas, and I'm not judging you, but I feel that Christmas is a holiday no introverts want to spend because It's too much friend gatherings, family reunions and things like that. I know how they feel because I almost felt like this as well, If I was invited to a party, would you think I go crazy and nuts? Not with alcohol around for me. I don't really like parties. The first thing I do is find a room, go to sleep and when everyone's asleep, then I go and ride my bike in peace. That's my 'lot of people at a party' lifestyle but I only go to small gatherings. When I party, I either do it alone or don't do it at all. The reason why if you see me at a party I go nuts, but afterwards when parties change, I'm not interested at all. Back to the topic, what happens is that when parties change (specifically Christmastime) I turn from an Extrovert to an introvert and to me, I'm very mediocre. Am I supposed to feel like this? Am I feeling to hyperactive or being too crazy for no apparent reason? I ask too many questions. There it is. Something I never said and to put it out there, I feel very lonely but prefer to be like that.
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