Conflicting Happiness/Learning to Dump an Old-Friend/Thank You Friends!

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This is the time that I felt like two walls were pushing together. The time I was feeling stressed out about life it almost made me cry. I know if I cry, I will let the rivers flow which breaks down those borders later. Right now, I'm feeling great! If I want to keep having positivity come into my life, I need to cry and try. Trying my best to be on this level of being happy like a balance of happiness and I feel like I can't control it. I can't be happy to my ex-friend because this place, the time made me confused and angry. Stealing away from what I want to discover in life, it's something I don't like but I hung out for a year. I stopped, looked around and came to the conclusion that this friend was not right for me. I moved on, I made a society of friends to discover and be grateful for. Thank you for making me be me again. You made me very happy and I don't have to push these borders again, so-called 'conflicting happiness'. Those precious treasures that have a home in my heart. Thank you.

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